Call me emo, call me drama, I don’t really care at this point because I want to live this moment. I want to remember this moment when love hit me, and I’m not going to be ashamed that it did.

I found love.  Rather, it found me. It’s the first time my emotions got out of hand. For some reason, I can’t control myself. That I feel happy when I’m with her, and sad the very moment I leave, then excited when I’m about to see her, and then sad when the day is about to end.

I miss her lips, hair, eyes, nose, hands, cheeks, hug. I miss her smile, her laugh (infectious btw), her warmth, her voice. I miss our jokes, our talks, our ambitions, our tales, our pokes. I love that she’s the outgoing type, she’s game for anything. From Easter egg hunting to swimming to studying. For rounds and bouts of … basketball.

She has a unique way of being sweet and it’s growing on me. She really has a unique sense of humor and an angelic smile to back it up.

Up to now, I’m grateful to God for giving me such a blessing. She’s more than I expected, and sometimes I think I’m not deserving. But until that time she breaks the helmet I’ve put on her head, and before the gayuma runs out, I’m going to live this moment.

Because I love her. And if I were to be selfish, there’s only one thing I want in this world, her happiness.

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It's ironic. I'm currently now in Europe to enjoy and be merry but instead, the opposite happens. I blame it to self-discovery.

That I realized that what (who) makes me happiest is already beside me ... what more can I ask for?

I love you Nothing, not any amount, not any excursion, will change that.

 

 

 

Forevermore

There are times when I just want to look at your face
With the stars in the night
There are times when I just want to feel your embrace
In the cold night
I just can't believe that you are mine now

You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
You're all I need to be here with forevermore

All those years, I've longed to hold you in my arms
I've been dreaming of you
Every night, I've been watching all the stars that fall down
Wishing you would be mine
I just can't believe that you are mine now

Time and again
There are these changes that we cannot end
As sure as time keeps going on and on
My love for you will be forevermore

I just can't believe that you are mine now
You were just a dream that I once knew
I never thought I would be right for you
I just can't compare you with anything in this world
As endless as forever
Our love will stay together
You're all I need to be here with forever more
(As endless as forever, our love will stay together)
You're all I need
To be here with forevermore...

I want you to meet my girlfriend, Nina Perez.

She's unique. She's that single person that describes the best combination of everything: she's pretty (and she knows it ), talented (she sings! - and egg rolls (?)), really smart, humble, TOO caring, TOO kind, understanding, approachable and sociable, mature, independent, has ambition, and she has that very cute sense of humor matched with her angelic smile.

She literally matches me in every aspect I thought I was best at: I thought I drive fast, she allegedly drives faster; I thought I was smart, she's part of a math geek circle; I like photography, she likes photography; I thought I knew martial arts, she knows aikido and karate; I'm a techie, she's a techie!; I thought I was tall, she wears heels (damn it); I was president of the student council, she was the president of their peer counseling group; I play basketball in timezone, she plays too; I thought I knew too much of the world, she knows more; I thought I'm emo, she's emo too; I was MAP, she's MTP; I speak french; she speaks french! ... and the list goes on. We share similar experiences (too personal to share).

I'm happy that I have met my match in her. I love you Love! You make me happy without doing or changing anything because I love you simply for who you are. I will always be there for you Love, no matter what. :D I love you! Good luck to your "verif" later. :D

This post officially and effectively cuts the negativity of this blog and let this post mark the beginning of me being genuinely and seriously happy, as that's what I'm feeling right now.

Bonne Nuit!

Yea. You heard it right. I'm joining the bandwagon and utilize tumblr/ twitter/ facebook. 

Why?

For organization. I'll use facebook just because I want to maintain some sort of network (coz' the chicks dig it), twitter for my random thoughts (coz' the chicks dig it too), and tumblr when I feel like writing long narratives of my exploits.

Thank you tabulas for being one hell of a cushion of curses and emotion. Not that I won't use you anymore, but it will be rare.

Just in case you're wondering what the hell's up with my life, you can visit my tumblr/ twitter/ facebook site as follows:

Twitter: twitter.com/vjsbordeos
Tumblr: thejuniorbee.tumblr.com
Facebook: http://www.facebook.com/jun.bordeos?ref=profile

Adios tabulas, for all the good times and bad (definitely more bad times), for all those helpful comments from random strangers who I will never know but will forever have learned from some life lessons that saved my big whoopin' *ss big time.

We toast. Cheers!

Now, to begin my conquest to enslave the world!