Well, nakakapagod. Ang buhay nga naman talaga. hay... well somethings I'm thinking about ...

• Binabara ako ng mga tao sa MAP. Natatakot ako gumanti kasi ...  Feeling ko sasaksakin ako ng isa sa mga tao don pag binara ko pabalik. lol. Iba kasi ako humirit, mapipikon ka talaga. lol. That's why I don't want to open my mouth to retort. Nakakatakot gumanti.  
• I met this interesting person, a friend of Kai, in starbucks. Don't get me wrong, it's just that it's interesting to know that there's someone out there who's "martyr" tendencies exceed mine. lol. That RARELY happens.
  
• CAMELS, etc. They're all easy to do, honestly. Nakaka-pagod lang dahil tingin pabalik pabalik and all those crap pero madali lang talaga sha. Economics is much harder than this.
  
• EK ... sasama ba ako O hinde ... eto na lang criteria ko ... pag sumama si Patrick, sasama ako. lol. *It's the same as saying NO. lol.
  
• Yea, Joy and I have a bet, IF Patrick doesn't sleep even for a single day in class, I lilibre ko sha ng starbucks.
• Anu pa ba, yea, I have to do this elections program for my mom. ... kapagod sa totoo lang. Sobrang napapaisip ako sa pag program IN EXCEL. Hopefully, this is my practice for our excel class. Nalimutan ko lang yung pivot tables ba yun. damn.
  
• Sorry sa mga di ko na-rereply-an kagad or nasasagot ang phone (at well, marami na ata kayo as of now. lol. People including friends from MAP [soreh Kai! soreh Mai! soreh Therese ... and the freakin list goes on ...] and people from outside work [soreh Gino! soreh Mon!]). I rarely use my phone na kasi plus it has some bugs (similar to my friends': di tumutunog minsan pag may tumatawag or text, di nasesend mga sinesend ko, etc). Nung isang araw nga, di ako nag PHONE at all, nasa bag lang sha from AM to Night. lol. I'll try my best to have the habit of checking this thing on time. damn it, I need a new phone
• I want to buy a headset ... Koss Porta Pro. costs a little less than 3k. I need new set of eyeglasses around 3k again. Damn. Then again, I also want to buy other stuff. Hay buhay
  
• I can't keep my mind off someone who might join BLISS team. IF ever she's the one who I have a crush with, God damn it, ..., I won't be able to concentrate ... rawr. sana wag. pero sana oo. pero wag. ... pero oo. damn it.
  
• 2 na lang. tapos ko na.
• If I die today ... gusto ko lang malimutan na lang ng mundo. Gusto ko makakaalala lang sakin yung mga closest people sakin. I don't give a crap to big ceremonious burols. If possible, gusto ko yung mass para sakin, naka circle yung mga tao, tapos nasa gitna yung pari parang facilitator and they'll just talk and reflect. ganon lang ... death. damn. Gano ka pa ba katagal? lol.
• wala na akong maisip. I missed blogging out "seriously".
  

Well sige, to talk about something serious, eto na lang.

Funny, I always project myself as someone na "friend material" lang. All of my closest friends think of me that way. From Blockmates to friends etc. It's not that I'm complaining, it's just that, sometimes, I want to be "more than friends" with some people. But because they see me ONLY as a friend, edi wala na kagad ang possibility. I somehow emphatize with a friend of mine in MAP regarding this issue lol. Pero ok lang, sanay na siguro kami maging background, friend support,

In turn, that's why I'm having a hard time falling for someone. Because people, for a very long period of time up to now, only think of me as a friend. That's what I already expect ... FRIENDS lang palagi. No more, No less. I don't fall because I don't expect anything from anyone but friendship. Yun naman kasi tingin sakin parati, edi yun na lang rin tingin ko parati sa iba.

I think this is the path towards singlehood. lol.